January 6, 2006
Kyoto, Japan

My father is in the hospital. Three paramedics couldn't help him stand; they used a sheet to move him to the gurney and rushed him off.

He was in so much pain that they gave him morphine before they could take ex-rays. Somehow he broke his ribs; the cancer is growing; he is getting weak.

My father has built up a tolerance to some of medicine's most potent painkillers. When I was visiting three weeks ago he showed evidence of a tolerance to both Oxycodone and Ativan; I don't know how they would wean him from these pain killers. If he keeps taking morphine his end is near.
deadheading: 08/07/2006 1:22 AM
sorry to hear this madelyn...
prayers for you and those dear to you.
athenspie: 08/07/2006 6:43 AM
wow, madelyn. stay strong. man, cancer is so evil. we're thinking of you.
ArtsySF ©: 08/08/2006 8:53 PM
tight taut rope ... probably the way you feel right now. My thoughts are with you now.
madelyn: 08/09/2006 1:55 PM
Thanks all. Yes, artsy, this is exactly how I've been feeling.
zaubermaus: 08/09/2006 8:04 PM
oh madelyn ..my heart aches for you.
Cancer took my dear Dad away when I was 15. It is such a cruel disease. I am hoping you Dad is comfortable . His body may be getting weak but the soul is strong .....we are all here if you need us
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